Update

So the day after my first post on this blog, me and Tyson decided it would be best to splitup. I really do love him but I can't play his games anymore. I wont take responsibility for his actions. If you lose trust with someone then you dont have the right to be amd at them if they ask questions or dont trust you fully. I am sad but I am ok with the decision we have come to. The hard part is going to be the part where I tell Hailey. She has had a rough time with a lot of stuff lately. Her biological dad doesn't care about her or know much about her, she is dealing with a mean girl in the neighborhood, and she had a roughtime we went through this. I feel like I am screwing her up. She will never trust people (just like her momma) but I have to figure out a way to help her understand not all people are bad or liars. She will also have to deal with the fact that Tyson's parent will block her out again just like the last time. We agreed we would tell her together and we would do it after her dad left town so she only has to deal with one thing at a time. Bethany is still young but she is not stupid. She knows there is something wrong but not sure what it is. I feel bad the little guy will be born into a broken family. He will not ever know what its like to have married parents. There are things I think about myself during all of this but I still try to stay positive in the long run. It has got to be for the best. I will at least walk away from this KNOWING I tried and put forth the effort needed to make this work. I was loyal. I feel good about that.